Sniff* Sniff* cough* cough*

So yeah. Was sick for this past week. Burning eyes , Spinning head & a blocked nose. It seems like nothing but its like super bad I dont know why =/ 

I was suppose to finish up my accounts by today but obviously theres been a delay not cause I was sick but cause I forgot to save my shit and the computer batt died. So everything went bye bye -____- Now I have more work. Sighs*

Oh ! Im going for my first KL school trip. HAHAHAHA !  Im so lame. NOT :P Im abit worried though. Theres some really stupid rules =/ But anyway I knew it was coming LOL. Melaka here we come !

Holidays.

Yes , thanks to Raya we're all on 2 Weeks HOLIDAY ! :D But sadly its almost over. && for some reason I can help but feel like I wasted it away. I had this oh-so-awesome plan to have a balance of partying & studying. But yeah , it never happened. Im kind of dissapointed at myself. I feel like I have self issues but Im living in denial sort of , kind of a thing. Complicated shit , I KNOW RIGHT ! Its annoying too ! -.-

Im so not looking forward to school starting. Not one fucking bit. But as the famous saying goes , " Life goes on "






I WANT TO AS SMILEY & BUBBLY AS I USED TO BE !

Butterfly fly away.

I've sort of , kind of finished with my "Operation Balik Kampung" plans. Yes, I've decided to call my plans to go back to Penang that :D Just waiting for mummy & daddy to approve.


So anyway, I've been thinking about some stuff. Been kinda deep in thought this past few days and its effecting my mood. My bright vibrant aura.... Well. I'd like to think I have a bright vibrant aura but yeah anyway, I sense it going blue and emo. Its effecting my mood a wee bit. My oh so high patience level is also growing very low. Especially with mummy.

Its so weird. Cause you know my attitude towards thinking too hard on stuff that arent related to math was always like...

"ahh , whatever lah."

or my most favourite line EVER.

"Chill lahh !"

HAHA! See ! Just saying it my head makes me feel better HAHA. Weird? I know. Deal with it ! :P

I've been thinking about, thinking about stuff. Did I confuse you ? If yes , well read it again. Like my teachers always told me. "Jika anda tidak memahami soalan tersebut. Bacanya semula sehinggalah faham , faham ?" ;) && Anyway, I came to a conclusion that its like a passing storm. Its just passing through my thoughts just to get shat out of my system. :D And Im sticking to that theory HAHA

But yeah been drawing to keep my mind off the pasing storm :) Well. You know how some people cry / cut themselves. I draw. :P

Yes. You guessed right. I've been drawing butterflies.

You know how there are like a million and one theories on what Butterflies symbolise. Well. I like to believe the theory that it symbolises "ULTIMATE FREEDOM".

I figured thats why I've been drawing them.

I , stress.

Going back to Penang nowadays are getting harder and harder. Its like I just cant wait to go back every time theres a long holiday ! Not that I can't stand KL or anything but dudeee. I seriously hate living in a city. Yes, Im using HATE. Not dislike but Hate. Jam here & there. Building here & there. Everything is so far. People are like living some kind of rat race -.-

But in Penang. Beach (eventhough its getting dirty but there are a few places that arent all that bad still nice). Food here , there & everywhere. Friends here , there & everywhere ( its a small island , We're like Family yo). and well. Generally the lifestyle is so fucking chilled out. I love it ! :DD

But yeah. Danielle's having a wee bit of a problem. Granddads Birthday is on the same day as Vae /: Gonna try and make it for yours but if I cant we'll go out kayy :D && like my hols arent the same as you guys. I go back to school on the 20th but you guys go back on the 14th -.-

BUT....


HA HA  I GOT LONGER HOLS THAN YOUUU ! :P Come kiss my ass losers HAHAHAHAHA!

going to come up with a really awesome plan now. Oh and Daniel I think you might have to spend that first week alone LOL.


anyway. Im EXCITED ! LIKE GILE2 EXCITED TO COME BACK. HAHA ! HUGS.