Sniff* Sniff* cough* cough*

So yeah. Was sick for this past week. Burning eyes , Spinning head & a blocked nose. It seems like nothing but its like super bad I dont know why =/ 

I was suppose to finish up my accounts by today but obviously theres been a delay not cause I was sick but cause I forgot to save my shit and the computer batt died. So everything went bye bye -____- Now I have more work. Sighs*

Oh ! Im going for my first KL school trip. HAHAHAHA !  Im so lame. NOT :P Im abit worried though. Theres some really stupid rules =/ But anyway I knew it was coming LOL. Melaka here we come !

Holidays.

Yes , thanks to Raya we're all on 2 Weeks HOLIDAY ! :D But sadly its almost over. && for some reason I can help but feel like I wasted it away. I had this oh-so-awesome plan to have a balance of partying & studying. But yeah , it never happened. Im kind of dissapointed at myself. I feel like I have self issues but Im living in denial sort of , kind of a thing. Complicated shit , I KNOW RIGHT ! Its annoying too ! -.-

Im so not looking forward to school starting. Not one fucking bit. But as the famous saying goes , " Life goes on "






I WANT TO AS SMILEY & BUBBLY AS I USED TO BE !

Butterfly fly away.

I've sort of , kind of finished with my "Operation Balik Kampung" plans. Yes, I've decided to call my plans to go back to Penang that :D Just waiting for mummy & daddy to approve.


So anyway, I've been thinking about some stuff. Been kinda deep in thought this past few days and its effecting my mood. My bright vibrant aura.... Well. I'd like to think I have a bright vibrant aura but yeah anyway, I sense it going blue and emo. Its effecting my mood a wee bit. My oh so high patience level is also growing very low. Especially with mummy.

Its so weird. Cause you know my attitude towards thinking too hard on stuff that arent related to math was always like...

"ahh , whatever lah."

or my most favourite line EVER.

"Chill lahh !"

HAHA! See ! Just saying it my head makes me feel better HAHA. Weird? I know. Deal with it ! :P

I've been thinking about, thinking about stuff. Did I confuse you ? If yes , well read it again. Like my teachers always told me. "Jika anda tidak memahami soalan tersebut. Bacanya semula sehinggalah faham , faham ?" ;) && Anyway, I came to a conclusion that its like a passing storm. Its just passing through my thoughts just to get shat out of my system. :D And Im sticking to that theory HAHA

But yeah been drawing to keep my mind off the pasing storm :) Well. You know how some people cry / cut themselves. I draw. :P

Yes. You guessed right. I've been drawing butterflies.

You know how there are like a million and one theories on what Butterflies symbolise. Well. I like to believe the theory that it symbolises "ULTIMATE FREEDOM".

I figured thats why I've been drawing them.

I , stress.

Going back to Penang nowadays are getting harder and harder. Its like I just cant wait to go back every time theres a long holiday ! Not that I can't stand KL or anything but dudeee. I seriously hate living in a city. Yes, Im using HATE. Not dislike but Hate. Jam here & there. Building here & there. Everything is so far. People are like living some kind of rat race -.-

But in Penang. Beach (eventhough its getting dirty but there are a few places that arent all that bad still nice). Food here , there & everywhere. Friends here , there & everywhere ( its a small island , We're like Family yo). and well. Generally the lifestyle is so fucking chilled out. I love it ! :DD

But yeah. Danielle's having a wee bit of a problem. Granddads Birthday is on the same day as Vae /: Gonna try and make it for yours but if I cant we'll go out kayy :D && like my hols arent the same as you guys. I go back to school on the 20th but you guys go back on the 14th -.-

BUT....


HA HA  I GOT LONGER HOLS THAN YOUUU ! :P Come kiss my ass losers HAHAHAHAHA!

going to come up with a really awesome plan now. Oh and Daniel I think you might have to spend that first week alone LOL.


anyway. Im EXCITED ! LIKE GILE2 EXCITED TO COME BACK. HAHA ! HUGS.

Tanggal Tiga Puluh Satu.

HAPPY MERDEKA !

A night filled with changing plans , random hyper momments && tonnes of fun.

Some how this countdown was very different. But I enjoyed it.

If only you gave it a chance.

Can I get a "AWWWW"

OMG ! Kenn whatthehell ?! I cant find a picture of the both of us =S DUUUDEEEEE , you know what the means right ;) We're gonna camwhore till the cows come home when I see youu ! HAHA. But yeahh, Anyway. You like made my day mann :) Thanks for that phone call.

&& I miss youu too.

He called just to tell me that he missed me (AWWW) not text but called. We dissed KL for awhile than he had to go cause his credit was low LOL




eheh , I just realised. Bernice & Daniel if your reading this and going whatthehell. I call her and tell her I miss her too. Well, I love you ! :D     I'll see you next week !

WEEE-TARD !

The Air Head.

Somehow this reminds me of Pahca from Empereor's New Groove HAHA.

You know I just had to make fun of them "LALAs"

 

I have my EYE on you.

I look like a weird old accountant in cartoons

Dont you think it'd be cool if we all had two heads HAHA

This little piggy.

On Saturday, mummy and I went to visit an old family friend. And Gosh she's like a really good cook. It was nice. Had lots of fun. Ate a whole lot too ! :D We Malaysian mahhh ! LOL

Today was a complete disease. I got a Sinus Attack. And its been like forever since I've gotten one. It was horrible. Drugged myself and slept like the whole day. Still feeling its after effects now too -.-
It felt like there we're a zillion tsunami's going on in my head and nose.

But anyway, Danielle will be attending her first ever contdown in KL :)    MERDEKA yo !  Not really sure what to expect but I dont think it'd be that different from Penang kan ? :D Really looking forward to it ! 

I just could'nt resist.

Okay so theres been like all this super stupid crazy sales going on for Raya / Merdeka and what not right ? Well , I've been dying to go shopping and finally did ! :D The day started out a little crappy but obviously got better as it went on.


I remember the days hating having to go shopping. Oh those fun , naive little days of mine. The shit I came up with was just embarressing. My own little theories on things. 

My theory on Make Up : 

The only thing that ever caught my eye about it was the colours. But , I always wondered why they wanted red hot lips and pink cheeks. What was wrong with their lips and cheeks the way they were. Imagine if they never unvented lipstick... Hah ! No more animal testing :) 

My theory on High Heels :

"Mummy wears them so she won't look so short next to daddy."

I use to play with them and wear them around the house too HAHA. But they use to hurt after awhile. And I could barely balance in them. Was it a competition of heaight between men & women. Were we trying to reach up to their height. But yeah... Now I get it. It makes us feel taller and goes well with everything we wear.

My theory on Handbags :

"Why carry bags when you have pockets to stuff things in."

But back then all I had to carry was.... actually nothing HAHA. So I always found it abit of a pain to carry things. Handbags somehow reminded me of school. Dont ask me why I just remember it reminding me of school :P

My theory on Shopping :

"We're walking around in different shops looking at the same things , Clothes. Cant we go somewhere more fun."

But yeah, I use to get really bored shopping. It was my least favourite thing as a kid.

I laugh at all those theories now. Yes. I was a very naive little girl , still am a little bit but just a little :) && I still do have my own theories on things. Im just nonchalant like that :D

Just keep swimming , swimming , swimming....

The joys of being in form 4 :

Its not a honey moon year (BULLSHIT)

I think its safe to say that Form 4 is honestly a pretty laid back year. Fuck yeahh , we still study. But the pressure of the importances of passing with flying colours hasnt really set in yet. And I think those of you who arent paying attention to the basics of what we're learning now are retards. Cause that honestly helps us out a whole lot for next year :)

"Just keep swimming , swimming , swimming...."

I like Dori. Shes funnaaayy ! and such a nice fish :)

Dont you find that this line makes alot of sense if you adapt it to schooling life. Set off to get something and just keep going till you get it.

Oh and I need to pick a career like SOON ! -___-

Let you put your hands on me

In my skin tight jeans,

Be your teenage dream tonight.

Fact : I love Katy Perry.

I've been thinking and honestly.

I. Have. No. Idea.

why I like you so much /: Theres just something about you but I cant put my finger on it. But for now Im happy with just being friends :D

Its Puasa Month :)

As we all know our fellow Malay friends are fasting as its the Month of Ramadan :D

Honestly. I have no idea why but dont you think their food tastes like 10X better during puasa. Especially at all their Bazaars. All that variety of Malay food. drools* HAHA. But seriously it does. And all the kuih rayas. Gosh I loveeee them kuih rayas HAHA :P But yeahhh. While all my Malay friends are fasting and learning about humility, patience and spirituality. Im sitting here planning what Im gonna stuff my face with once the Bazaars start HAHA. But I do respect you guys :) Keep it up !

And dont worry Im still gonna pick one of these days to puasa with you , Tasha & Lara. I havent forgotten :D

Owh but gosh you know what mummy did. She spoilt the joy I get everytime I see Kuih Rayas :( The other day we were doing grocery shopping and you know how they stock all the Kuih Rayas together and it gets me excited and yeahh LOL

Me : oh ! Mie , kuih raya can we get the chocolate & the cornflakes one ? *all smiling and wide sparkly eyed looking at mother dearest*
Mummy : Look at your thighs.

And honestly thats all it took to make me go "okay nevermind". Just that one sentence -.- Gosh. Why cant we just eat and never put on weight. :( And yes if you havent guessed I have put on some weight but yeah havent been excersing so its not going anywhere. I suck at sticking to a diet cause I love eating :P which makes it harder && I've become a wee bit lazy on the excersing part. well you get the picture.

However eventhough that statement mummy made is still in my head but I still cant help eat , STILL :P Im so hopeless -.- LOL

Whats going on ?!

I dont know why but I've just been in this I-dont-give-a-fuck-anymore attitude && Its driving me insane. Im doing things that I wouldnt normally do. Not anything horribally bad or anything just not the kind of stuff that you'd think I'd do. I havent been studying. I've just become so god damn lazy its not even funny anymore -.-

I recently got the "Salah Laku Disiplin Pelajar" letter. Yes. I , Danielle Lionel got that god forsaken letter. I never thought in a million years that I'd get this bad but apparently I have. I got fucking 27 demerits. NO , Im no where near proud of it. I know its really bad. Yeah , I have to do something about my attitude. Its getting out of hand. Time to get myself in line.

I have exams on Monday. And again Im no where near prepared. I'm becoming...I dont even know what. I dont know my priorities anymore. I think Im becoming a brat. I no longer have that awesome balance in my life that I use to have. Now its all party , party & no studies. I dont even know when I got this bad. Time to get that balance back !

And I have to admit mummy isnt being as strict with me as she was with baba /: I guess she trust me. I dont wanna lose her trust but I can help feel like its already fading away.

She gives me everything and more. I am greatful. Im also very glad that our 3 week fight has finally come to an end. 3 weeks of silence isnt easy. Well , for me atleast. But you have to admit you did miss my noisy-ness && the clumsy-ness that came with the noise.

Oh ! Kenneth left for the United States of America today at approximately 9.45am :( I didnt even get to see him before he left. If you read this hun , I wish you the best && dont forget me kayy :) Its kinda sad how we lost touch with each other but hopefully it doesnt happen again and update me && stay in touch kayy :D hot white chicks ! woot* Lol.

well, yeahh. thats about it for now :) xx

my Dream Guy. drools* HAHA

OMG ! I think his body is super HOT ! HAHA ! Dont you think its just heavenly ? ;)

no Im not one of those histarically crazy Twilight fans , I dont really like Twilight actually.

GASPS*

Yes , I dont. Well , I havent read any of the books yet but from what you guys have told me its suppose to be epic but heh I havent read it so I cant say :P


but in conclusion , I think Taylor Lautner is Hot ! eh I've liked him way before Twilight came out. I liked him when Cheaper by the Dozen 2 came out HAHA ! ;)

Its been awhile.

Yes , Its been forever since my last update. Sorry , havent really had the mood to blog :p

So anyway , Its 2010. and stuff are a wittle bit different. I have a little bit more control over my life now. Last Year was just chaotic but thats history.

World Cup is almost over :( things will go back to normal , finally I'll start sleeping again :P

Oh && I plan to start blogging again. atleast a post a week lahhh. HAHA